LETS DO IT NOW!!!
Well, Thursday during prayer meeting (at my skool) I hope to get as many people into there as possible. We usually have 20-25 people... but I want at least 50 people. Prayer works, immediate or not. Perfect example, a lady named mrs.Mcdonald was driving me home Friday night, and the we had to shut it of and on to roll the windows down. When we shut off the car and went to re-start it... The car wouldn't catch the spark plugs at all (it wouldn't start). She had to go to a reformers unanimous thing that helps addicts with their addiction with the saving power of Jesus Christ. Well, she had to call everyone, and I started to pray. MY basic prayer was that We both knew God's will was to get to where we needed to go, and this was just Satan and his demons' influence trying to stop us. I told Him that if he can move mountains, create life, and be the best Father ever, he could start the car. I looked up, and was rushed by an immediate and content "its alright" feeling. She tried to start the car... And, well, you know the need of the story. The point of this is, that we need to start a revival in my church NOW. Our revival's comin up, and I don't see any point in waiting... And you who aren't in my church, if this doesn't light your fire to do the same, "your firewood is wet"... Later.
amen
The time that I would usually use over the past couple of days to be on the computer or phone... I've sacrificed for the bible and poetry. I just want to thank you people who pray for me and encourage me... if you saw me right now... (weeping, joyfully). I've for so long taken you people for granted and taken what God's done for us for granted... thats the old me. I am refreshed and have made a couple decisions over the past couple of days. One major one was my relationship with rebeccas mom. Mrs.M... I want to set up a time where I can talk or email you atleast once a week... because I think that if I want to have any kind of positive relationship with your daughter... I want to have an even better relationship with you first. Email me about that, please. And I especially want to thank you rebecca... you've been patient and undertstanding
(for the most part it seems). And one thing I really needed was your support... I really don't know if I got, but if I didn't, I wouldn't mind it in the future. Like I said, I'll explain it to you tonite. I love all of you.
This post is dedicated to God.
Failure is an option
Last night I failed horribly in a conversation. I feel as if those people that always put me down are right... I don't know... I don't know. I won't be blogging or using the phone for a few days...
not worthy
Well, I just got done reading franks post, and I'll say something that stuck out even more than his main point (it was a very good point though). He said that "posts that accomplish nothing don't deserve to be read"... most of my posts are just stupid, and I wonder why I get about 3 people to read them. I think I might quit blogging. It just seems like a burden, and anything I do can never be enough for everyone. And then there's the donkeys of the internet that forced me to use comment moderation. And then there's random advertisments, and all that other "mess". Why should I have to deal with this as a 15 year old young man. I think most people from 13 to 17 don't know how much pressure that they can take on and explode in either sin, or breakdown in a mental sense. I don't wanna be like that, I've been there... not fun. I run four blogs as of now- This one, dor and bui, poetry of our souls, and my personal blog. I know its good to be stretched in diffrent ways... but I'm about to be torn. 2 nights ago I had a heated conversation with my mom (not bad o anything) about what
love really
is. I have grasped only a little corner of it, but thats enough even for me at this stage of my life. I don't care who reads this or why it was read... I miss you rw... I really, really, really do. Well, thank you to all the readers of have read my little stories and random crap, I dedicate this post to ALL of the readers. Have a good life everyone. Jeff Roys........................................................................................................... out.
3 noses?
Well, its about 6:10 in da morning... and I just wanna sleep. Skool is ok, geometry is just boring. The ride situation is on hold for a few weeks... but I still don't have a permanent one. The one thing I'm afraid of is dropping out for another skool (duh), but after that not being able to come back because my scholarship became void when I left... I'm so scared...
Really need...
PRAYER. My mom told me when I got home form sam's that if I don't get a ride back and forth to school from november on up... I won't be going to the school anymore. Yeah, I was devestated... but I also know that God put me in grace for a reason, so he will come through. EVERYONE please pray for this, please...
I miss you rw
amen
I just led my friend stephen to the lord over the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMEN!!! He's in florida right now... I need you guys to pray for the following.
1. That he find a good church
2. That I find a way to get him a bible
3. That he stays strait
This is the first person I've ever lead to the Lord... wow, this is awesome...amen. Thank you God.
"As the feather shall fall"
Well, I'm waiting for this skool year to start. I need something to do besides use my brain!!! Hehe, naaah... my Mum said I could get a part-time job if I get all b's or better through the first semester... so pray that I stay outta laziness, and that if I do get lazy God spanks me hard to get me back in line. The one thing I really don't like about the school IS the grading system. Some people learn to use knowledge diffrently then others, so should be tested in diffrent ways. Some use images, others numbers, others "landmarks"- or little details that help them conjure the big picture. To be honest, I'm really just rambling... so I guess I'll stop now. Lata yo.
Tired
Well, I told rw I'd post... so I'll try to salvage something outta this spent head of mine. Well, skool is gonna start on the 14th, and I really don't want to go to skool these days. I've got amer. gov., physical science, geometry, computers, english, etc. Meh, Meh, Meh. But, atleast this year I have a history class, w00t for history. This hasn't been such an intellectual post, but I'm "Le Tired". I love you rw. (())** to da maxx.
