Monday, September 18, 2006

Lord, pardon me of my Life. In eyes of pain and sorrow it means less than the worm of the sparrow, less than the clippings of the world, less then the grass we walk on. As I try harder and harder to forsake my ways, the ways of my flesh grow stronger and stronger, as I grow weak as the salmon in the grizzly's mouth. Every breath I have taken, it has been in vain, every drop of water I have drunk, only to be drunk in vain, every movement of my body, only to be in the vain depths of demise and discontentment. I need you LORD, to pull me from the gate of my depression and into the light of Your joy. The tears of my heart cease not to dry on my soul, building the mildew of the sad upon my existence. I need you LORD, to pull me from this gate of my own earthly hell and into your comforting spirit. The thoughts of a selfish death ram my head just as hard and fast as the sin that mocks me through out the day, and as I try to forsake these dreams... They always come back to tear me to pieces of a disembodied love, into the trash of mankind. I need you LORD, to lift me out of this world of hurt and woe, and into the home all these days I have been missing.

-The thoughts of my soul that happened to spill on a keyboard

posted by Sage @ 10:50 PM 5 comments

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Back

Well, I got back yesterday around 11:30 a.m from camp, it was ok. I just woke up... and no, I didn't skip church, it's just that my mom and dad both had to work today and I didn't find out until it was too late to call someone. About camp... the activities were great, but the people weren't. Camp made me really think about (in the skool right now) how many true friends I have, and how many only hang otu with me when I'm their last resort or if its convinient for them at the time. I'd like just like for the people who visit this blog to know that most of you are more true to me (and I barely or don't even see you) then the people I see every day... thank you. To be honest, I only have maybe 1 or 2 true friends left in this state... and I'm already losing them. BTW, pray for my dad, he's going to mississippi for 2 months, then afghanistan for another year... please pray hard. Def Jeff.,.,., out.


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wOOt for soreness... ;) hehe

posted by Sage @ 12:00 PM 8 comments

Sunday, September 03, 2006

with arms wide open


With Arms Wide Open
Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
With arms wide open Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, take her by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he's not like me
I hope he understands
That he can take this life
And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world With arms wide open...
This song, as many know, is talking about scott stapp's child being born. I like these kinds of songs for more then one reason. One is that he wrote these lyrics himslef. When a musician just pasys someone to create lyrics for them to sing, it won't even be on the sam level emotionally or musically as the musician who writes his own. See, people like josh groban need to learn how to write, or just shut up. I can't stand thos fakes. Another thing that sticks out is that this actually happened to him, which makes it so great. He's not writing about some make-belief story... this is his LIFE. Well, enjoy the song. *This has been a presentation of Def Jeff' opinion, and His opinion would like to state that if you want to complain about what he's just said, SHOVE OFF*

posted by Sage @ 1:32 PM 8 comments


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