Saturday, April 29, 2006

doin' better

well, I'm gonna praech in sunday night church (teen sunday)... and I am so freaked out. I need as much prayer as possible. Soo... ya. Also, pray that rw's mom doesn't decide to move to ohio. That would really hurt without having the one girl I TRULY love not beside me at lunch, or at church... I don't wanna think about it anymore. Well, I love you guys (and only ONE special little lady ;) ). Peace out peeps. Oh ya........................



JWR
LOVES
RLW
!!!!!!!!!!
(())** rw (someday... you'll see)

Friday, April 21, 2006

I'm dying alive

Well, I feel like the world's crashing down. I don't know what to do... everything was alright today until I got home. I can't get any sleep, peace, or joy without rw around. I miss you rebecca. Yes, you do help me... but for the past 3 months, I've had to cry myself asleep, every night hanging off the idea of if I should let myself live for the beating and torture of the next day.

I hear things no one else hears,
I see things no one else sees,
I feel things no one else feels.
Save me, please God, save me.
Someone email me... please. Rw... I love you, and your smile. I don't know what's wrong with me... but I've held it in from people too long. I need my friends... why do I weep? Because I'm dying.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Do pigs have ankles?

I don't care about the title... just thought it was a bit... funny. Well, I apologize for not being able to return emails, post, etc. Moving has worn me down... plus the internet wasn't hooked up until last night. I felt so deprived... from society. Well, pray for a couple of kids on my base b. Team... I almost knocked their heads in... big mouths. I don't care when someone talks about ME... I can always just blow it off. But when they talk about rw... that's a real temptation. But I stayed right with God. I've learned over the past couple of weeks about something. "Vengeance is Mine" Saith the LORD... not me, not others, not even batman. THE LORD will take care of it. Explanation... who can hit harder... me or God. wOOt. I love you rw...

Friday, April 07, 2006

Dislike... With a PASSION...

well, we're almost done with our moving. We still have to pack the kitchen, office, etc. The good news is we get to keep the same phone # ( for the people who even care). Pray for dani, she's visiting relatives from england. For more details, click on her link. I haven't heard from my girl in a while... so I hope I do soon. I don't like moving, I get stuck with all the lifting, and cleaning. Well, got to go pack. Peace out mugas and lady-mugas (formally known as mugettes). Later.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Better stuff...

Well, I'm tired of this "internet controversy" so to speak. It has drained me of energy, made me wrong with God, and brought tears to my eyes. NO MORE. There's a saying in greek... Excuse the spelling. - "Hickfus pakam parabellum". It means, if you want peace, you gotta have war. There's been enough war, don'tcha think. Time to bring on the peace. Peace, grace, and faith be with you my sisters and brothers. Amen... amen...


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