I'm dying alive
Well, I feel like the world's crashing down. I don't know what to do... everything was alright today until I got home. I can't get any sleep, peace, or joy without rw around. I miss you rebecca. Yes, you do help me... but for the past 3 months, I've had to cry myself asleep, every night hanging off the idea of if I should let myself live for the beating and torture of the next day.I hear things no one else hears,
I see things no one else sees,
I feel things no one else feels.
Save me, please God, save me.
Someone email me... please. Rw... I love you, and your smile. I don't know what's wrong with me... but I've held it in from people too long. I need my friends... why do I weep? Because I'm dying.
posted by Sage @ 6:54 PM
10 Comments:
jeff it's ok...you'll be alright. jeff you know that we all love you, and so does becca.you mean so much to me jeff...you help me to be strong when i don't feel like i can do anything. everyone leans on you jeff, maybe it's time that some one let you lean on them...you're a very strong person jeff, but then again, strength is exhausting...even Christ needed rest here on earth.i'm here for you, i promise and i'll help you in any way that i can.
I love you Jeff. Of course, in a different way then Rebecca, but you're cool. Just stay focused on God. He'll help you through anything.
Psalm 27:14
14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
hey i prayed for ya, hang in there. With GOd's help all things are possible!!
life can and will be hard. without letting others into your life it is even harder. dani is right, a lot of people lean on you for strength, but there are people who are willing and able to let you lean on them. hope that you are feeling better. if you need to talk, i am here to listen. love ya lots ~ your sis
I saw your prayer request... been praying for you bro.
Life gets rough, I'll pray for you! I hope you grow in strength and faith from this
A poem just for you:
When you think no one hears
When you think no one sees
When you think no one feels
Then you should think of me
And all your other friends
We are with you to the end
And we want you to know
Of our LOVE that we try to show
Jeff, I would like to add that there is One who does see, who does hear. You are never alone when you are in His army. Your Lord is merciful and caring. When you are weak He is strong. Perfect strenght is found in acknowledging your weakness, and turning to Him.
rw - love that charecter.
trust me dude. dying is not worth living for. that probly doesn't make sense to most people, but i know you'll understand what i'm saying. just remember to keep your head up for 2 reasons - you can see the rainbow after the storms in the pretty clouds...and you won't see all of the crap around you. send me one if you need it.
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